i'm posting too much here but no ones ever going to love me as much as i love them. i just need to come to terms with the fact i'm always going to be second best to everyone and learn to be happy with that i guess. honestly i understand why too. it's because i'm clingy and annoying and i get jealous. my personality is suffocating. i am attention dependant. i am doubting and just

i understand why kids make fun of me now