26 February 2013 @ 03:24 pm
not that it'd be any different i mean i'm probably going to die alone anyway
26 February 2013 @ 03:22 pm
if i could just stop worrying i mean

you're my best friend you can't just post stuff like that and expext me to turn a blind eye like

if i ruined everything i'll probably die of lonlieness
26 February 2013 @ 03:15 pm
i thought i was past the doubting but i suppose not

i'm always worrying always always and it's dumb and i should stop it but
do you hate me? i thought i was past this i honestly was but i'm bright red and crying and i'm just really upset and i hope those weren't about me i really hope they aren't because

i don't think i could handle it if you hated me i don't know what i'd do probably

vanish for 200 years and still come crawling back to you i just

you're my best friend and i love you too much to ever hate you i think
14 February 2013 @ 09:35 pm
shady people hold hands in the darkness of an alley
and they're in love but you can't tell because
it's dark (as it should be)
and all the streetlights are out

so theyre just shadows
people from another world
could be a boy 
a girl
anyone anything (really)
could even be
me and you
12 February 2013 @ 05:56 pm
i'm really just

i feel like no one cares and i know that's not really true and that people do care about me but i feel like they're only doing it out of pity

i'm sad and lonely and i want someone to make me happy but! i need to make myself happy i go through this slump every fucking month and i'm really kinda sick of it and i wish

i just wish i felt better i really do