26 February 2013 @ 03:15 pm
i thought i was past the doubting but i suppose not

i'm always worrying always always and it's dumb and i should stop it but
do you hate me? i thought i was past this i honestly was but i'm bright red and crying and i'm just really upset and i hope those weren't about me i really hope they aren't because

i don't think i could handle it if you hated me i don't know what i'd do probably

vanish for 200 years and still come crawling back to you i just

you're my best friend and i love you too much to ever hate you i think