tabitha
28 January 2013 @ 10:18 pm
 
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK i literally hate you so much like holy fuck. i want you to like stop existing just like completely poof fucking vanish i cannot believe we even used to be as close as we were like i cannot fucking stand your guts i want to

i don't know i want you to leave the fucking planet and go live on mars just for the love of god stop hating on me and her because you feel left out of something bigger and because i've moved on to bigger and quite frankly better friendships that you

just please that's all i ask. just let me have my fun and i will let you have yours as long as you stay the fuck away from me
 
 
tabitha
28 January 2013 @ 10:56 pm
 
SHE STOLE ME FROM YOU????? YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME???? HOW DO YOU /STEAL/ SOMEONE??? I'M NOT A FUCKING PIECE OF PROPERTY!!! I'M A LIVING BREATHING HUMAN BEING!!! WITH FEELINGS!!! THAT QUITE FRANKLY I THINK YOU NEVER EVEN GAVE TWO SHITS ABOUT AND THAT'S MORE THAN I CAN SAY FOR HER WHO I'VE LITERALLY KNOWN ABOUT 5 MONTHS AND SHE HAS GIVEN WAAAAAY MORE EFFORT INTO CARING ABOUT ME THAN YOU EVER DID.

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU THINK SHE STOLE ME AWAY FROM YOU? IF ANYTHING SHE MADE ME REALIZE HOW MUCH OF THE REAL ME I WAS SACRIFICING TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU. SHE FUCKING FREED ME FROM THE HORRIBLE CHAINS THAT WAS BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU BECAUSE ALL YOU DO IS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT DAY AFTER FUCKING DAY. AND I'M SORRY I WAS TIRED OF FEELING LIKE SHIT. I REALLY AM SORRY THAT I HAVE FEELINGS OK?

DON'T YOU FUCKING EVEN TALK TO ME ABOUT STEALING ME AWAY YOU STUPID FUCKING IDIOT.

I'VE NEVER HATED SOMEONE SO MUCH IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE.
 
 
tabitha
28 January 2013 @ 11:00 pm
 
just like? hey. i think you might need to just relax

friends grow apart, that's a thing that is very much real. it happens everyday.

and i don't know why you were considering me your best friend because you sure as hell weren't mine.

honestly? i'm way happier now that i've met amanda. she doesn't make me feel weird like you do. i don't even know it's just

nice
comfortable
it's really really nice knowing that for once someone cares about me the same way i care about them.

and i'm sorry we never had that. i'm sorry i was tired of feeling under-appreciated and used by you.

i'm sorry i keep apologizing because you sure as hell don't deserve it.